Summer 2011!

I've been on a LONG hiatus because of the simple fact that I can't "emotionally" blog anymore.

I just can't.

If there's something bothering me, I can't type it all out. I'm not sure why. It's just a problem for me now. I'm hoping I can get over this soon. But at this point in time, blogging while emotional things are going on in my life is next to impossible.

So. You can guess that from Feburary to early June, I've been trapped in an emotional web. J, as you can guess, thaaaat was a VERY EMOTIONAL time for me. Extremely so. At this point in time, we're sort of okay, but I'm just kind of ignoring her. Well, for me, ignoring her is simply not texting her on a daily basis. I mean, if she wants to talk, I'd kindly oblige. It's been a week so far, so I'm guessing that perhaps she simply doesn't want to talk with me...

And that's alright. It's actually very nice, not being stressed over what she may think for once. I'm just kind of over it, really. Over the drama and all the unnecessary things. Maybe I've finally grown up after all this time. Maybe graduating did make me a little more of an adult...

Oh, yes, if no one knew...




I'M A 2011 GRADUATE! YAAAAAAAAY~~~~~~~~~ I feel more responsible already! I'm headed to the University of Montevallo on an (almost) full paid scholarship. Am I happy? Eh, I could have done better. But I'm fine with the school I'm in now and I'm not too much of a finacial stress on my family, so I guess that's all I can ask for.

So, this won't be a large update. But I just wanted to let everyone (who cared) know that I'm not dead and that I've just been busy with school, life, responsibilities, and people. Oh, and speaking of people...

My friend, Turtle, that lovely girl from color guard, the only girl I've managed to keep a long lasting friendship with through color guard (though they were all my friends, there weren't really any I could get along with after everything was said and done) has turned out to be a real bro. I mean, all the random things we've been through this year and I regret not a one. But it's not just her. There are so many people that I've decided to drop and decided to pick up (friend-wise) and I have to say that although I have my lonely times... I've never been quite as happy with my friends as I am now.

I was just spending too much time trying to fight the current of change by keeping people around who had long outlived their usefulness to my life and in doing this just brought ME down. But now, out of either extreme exhaustion with the whole ordeal or maybe just being fed up with everything that I had to deal with in cobination with life, I'm ignoring the "haters", dropping the toxic friendships, and learning to be less dependant on what others think. I'm just good like that.

Pic related. My opinion on all this "social" bullshit.

I mean, I'll be, in little bit over a month, a freshman in college. I'm DONE trying to impress you little copy cater ass hoes out there (gonna admit, stole that from Coochieness).

But yes, for the first time in a while, I am content! So happy days!